Boy you got my heartbeat running away.

You know, I can't say no when you in particular say please (:

This song that has a line like "maybe i've fallen in love with you" or something like that. Can't remember but godddddddd i must remember and post it on facebook like an idiot or sommin.

Mm, fresh young meat.

It's getting old but yes I'm going to get things started now. It's time I get my fat ass off the comfort to start working out and start working on it. Also, maybe try to get some fresh young meat hahaha.

Goddammit I like people who're so focussed when studying.

HIV Competition lolwut

The kids are going to have their competition next week. Hopefully they can have a good performance with everything running smooth. Well, at least they are easy to manage.

I get annoyed at times with people talking about Gen Z and Gen Y kids, because have they forgotten who raised us up? Well, once you realise it, stop complaining and do things right.

Skylight

I haven't been in theatrical productions for quite sometime. I'm still quite surprised as to why V would ask me to direct the drama for her because I, obviously, has never been familiar with stage directing and dramatic acting. Nevertheless, I've decided to give extra focus on this stage play because I see potential in some of the kids. Might be yelling at them soon if I don't see improvement, and I hope I'm not going to portray myself as "that asshole, Mr Ryuu (or Guo Wei, however they want to call me)".

There is this one kid who surprised me with her level of maturity and ideas in her mind that sets her apart from the other 16-year-old. Kind of like a 16 year old me, she reminded me of myself when I was her age. This kid has the blueprints for dreaming the impossible, and the courage to be alone in her thoughts. Being ostracized in school, yet believing in herself that she is stronger and better. I'm starting to take a liking into this kid.

I've laid out a somewhat general plan of the marinating the kids I'm working with before I start grilling them. I hope they can take it, cause if they can't, there's no hope.

You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel.

You didn't actually cared right from the beginning, did you?

Perhaps. Maybe.

I've always been so self-righteous, but I might be just a terrible person after all. Which probably explains why I am single, and why my ex and I are not close at all.

Resolutions for the year.

1) Treat those who're close to me the way they deserves to be treated.
2) Help all the people who needs my help when it's within my capabilities.
3) Get the right mindset whatever I'm dealing for the day.
4) Prioritize and manage money well.