August 15, 2011

Abyssal fart?

I feel like I've been sucked into a flux vortex and I'm being flung about like a rag doll. I don't even know what the fuck I'm doing (especially in school). I feel like I'm wasting my life away while others are on a constant move to a destination they envisioned. Gotta meet the Dean (I think?) or the course manager with Mom and Mr Leong to see what they can do for me.


"And twenty thousand rocks dislodged themselves from a sturdy cliff and flew, rolled, tumbled... crashed down upon her."


Whaddafuck I don't wanna meet because you know they don't work out at all. And no I doubt there's anything you could do for me when I am feeling too lost. The only question running on my mind is "Shall I quit school and go NS?", which the following question will pop-up "If I do, what's next?". I feel like Sun Wu Kong under the Five-fingers mountain. There's this huge amount of stress amassing from the lecturers and parents I figured as much they're gonna escalate my anxiety and stress in me as much as they wanted to help.

I wouldn't know what to say when I'm meeting the three 'em demons. Probably just gon' say my prayers and pray they end the session quick.

August 14, 2011

Can't draw shiet zzz



Nu' tin' 's ever e' nuff, s', fuck 'tis 'n make merry \m/

August 8, 2011

Everything ran on nigga-watts.

I've been cutting down a lot on smoking. Then I realised that I didn't exactly cut down, because I'm just raising my no. of sticks a day and lowering it. But at this point of time, I'm really really bent on cutting down on cigarettes because I don't want it to hinder me singing :P Also, because I've met someone new.


Interviewed for DFS and hopefully my schedule next month will be just a perfect one so that I could work at DFS. Then again it's no rush, because my holidays are coming anyway, I'll be free to get a new job then.


I realised that I don't gossip/bitch about things that much anymore. Oh shiet. D:

August 5, 2011

Someone's crying.



"Did you realise how sadly you call the name of a man so distant from you, in the past? "

I've been through so many meetings and partings. They're like a heavy secret, but when I started to talk about them, they seem to sparkle, and I couldn't put them into words.

August 3, 2011

You spin me around so fast that I always wake up dizzy.

I discovered a lot of cute boys recently. Does this mean I've a wider range of taste now, or I'm goddamn desperate?

August 2, 2011

Nomnomnom



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August 1, 2011

"Fuck" cause this is a bitchy post

So, what's the big hype about a single word? It's immature to judge a person because of what choice of words she use. Besides, you've got to really give it to her that she can connect with the audience much better than any other speakers I've seen, and that statement was really apt and packs a punch.

There're a lot of comments about her saying that she's the valedictorian, she's a graduate she should choose her words wisely, she's rude, there's an appropriate time for appropriate words, she's this and she's that but I don't think at all her choice of words make her who she is. She carries herself well enough to meet the "standards" in giving a speech and whatever she says must definitely be heartfelt. You could see the excitement, how she fidgets a little when she talks about personal stuff, how she couldn't stop smiling even though she is in front of a huge audience. I say she's really good, fuck yea ;D

After all, it's not your convocation, it's not your speech, so why bother? And to those people who says "future employers, watch out where your student come from", "so this is what kind of students NTU nurtures, i will not send my child to this school", "no wonder Singapore is far from a first class country" :

What the fuck?

'nuff said because any persons who read critically at what you're saying will know that you're going to the extreme at pre-judging, and that is ridiculous. I wonder why your employer actually employs you for such shallow thoughts, what your schools teach you to be this way, and oh, because of you and your "similar kind of people" who have to find something to complain, going to the furthest corner you can find for criticisms to be crazy-assed distorted from what you really feel, no wonder Singapore is far from a first class country.

Haha 'nuff said 'nuff said 'nuff said, so bitchy today.